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This is where I leave you I have no idea where I want to go. I walk around wondering if it is too late for me. I worry if I am too far gone and if I am just here to raise my daughter and I am not really here for me. I am not deserving to be here for me. I have no use for myself.  There is nothing here for me.  I was used up long ago.  I am as though just a vessel with no other purpose.  I have no goals.  I have nothing left.  I used to have something in mind. I used to know what I wanted.  I had big dreams I had things that I wanted to achieve.  Now I want to crawl into a hole. Now I want to shrivel up, I can barely breathe.  I can barely sleep.  I cannot see.