Can you see me?
Oh dear god, do i have any idea what I have just done? I
just told someone..... Something I have never uttered into existence. All
those words....all at the same time? My hands were cold. I did not
know how. My mind had all the images. I wanted to say more. I
want to show my story. Then my lips don’t have to move. Do you have
any idea what I have done? I’m going to do this. Deep breath.
I can't help the salty tear. I’m sorry. Let me wake up different
tomorrow. Let me wake in my lovers arms. This part of me I'm happy with.
Its such a beautiful feeling. I'm happier now, having spoken the
words. Feeling free and still loved. Transformation can begin. Its
important, no, its more important to begin the story of
now. Can you see the real me now? I’m going to do something
substantial. Stand up. Rise up. Let this feeling that
is in me now swell and overwhelm me like a wave.
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