I am sorry. I am sorry it took me so long to figure things out. You mean the world to me. From the moment I laid eyes on you I fell in love with you. I didn't know the road we would take. I didn't know the journey we would go on. I didn't know how you be effected..... I am sorry....so sorry. Sorry for my decisions.... I am sorry that I allowed myself to create excuses for what was going on with you and for others and not see what was really going on. When you know better you do better, right? I hope so at least. I opened my eyes. I started living my life, ended chapters, hell books for that matter! I pursued answers, knowledge, and even love. Its amazing what happens what happens when you let go...and jump....
So baby girl the story starts out rough and yes we had our tears but I think you know above all else how much I love you. I would go to the moon and back for you. You know that each and every day I that hold you, its in love. We are busy making memories, laughing and having the times our of lives. You know I have your back. Autism may be a part of you, just as is having brown hair, those beautiful eyes. It does not define you. You have your goals. Some of those goals are just for the day, some goals are for the week... some are for the year some.... are some for someday. Yes I want to take you to the Grand Canyon and to Texas! That is my very next goal! Promise baby girl! I love that you don't let anything hold you back. We will figure out your goals, work arounds, and we will do it! Reach for the stars!
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