The ultimate betrayal
The tears.
Sure some say its good let them go. It is natural. There is nothing wrong with letting them
fall.
I say otherwise.
It’s the ultimate betrayal.
They will see the tears fall
but they are never for anger, not for happiness, nor for sadness or depression.
Fear. My tears are that which betray me; for they fall when my fears are realized.
Everytime. Then they know. Fear that they can hurt me, Fear that my
heart will break, fear that my family will be hurt. Fear that once they know me and know my past
they will use my past against me. Fear
that once they know what I tolerated that they will feel free do it again to me.
Fear of the future. So it is betrayal
that my tears fall. I hate that they
fall. I hate that they give away such an
intimate piece of me. Silently my tears fall.
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